Shadows parade.

Hi all,
I'm back from tuition.
And I've got just a day to study three subbyjects.
Hahaha, I think I'll just die.
So I'll start with POA today :D

That means I have to study till late night.
I WANNA WATCH PTS! :)
Awesome show.

Okay, I'm gonna stop thinking about you,
Put you aside,
And studyyy! :D
There's plenty of time to dream of you after the papers.
<3 you crushiezx

Love me dead.

Hi all,
I had math paper today.
So, 5 papers down! :D
I guess there's 8 more to go?
YAYE :D Perfect.
On the very 9 October 2008, BYE PAPERS.
HI O LEVELS. (damn)

Right, didn't meet sammiepanty.
Rachbaboon and I went to compass point & walked around.
We walked around to choose our breakfast!
& that's when I saw ex-best. :(
My heart nearly skipped a beat.
Tried very hard to avoid looking at him.
But I think I failed.
So went to walk in front of ex-best.
& I guess I succeeded?
Not exactly I'm sure.
Sweetie, it's not easy.
Rachbaboon didn't wanna let me eat Mos Burger. :/
Anyway, we had yummy long johns!
Okay, the waiter was super cute! (not looks)
He served us our orange juice, & never give us straws.
HAHA, then when I go take straw he looked apologetic.
HAHAHA! Super cutee!

GILLIAN NEVER REPLY MY MESSAGEEEEEEEE.
My message inbox is all her. Heeeheee!
And Sammie twoshzx!

Okay, tomorrow's a holiday.
Which kind of means, massive studying.
I need some motivation baby!

I'm gonna sound very in-the-well now.
I DIDN'T KNOW F1 WAS INTERNATIONAL!
And I thought it was just a car-race.
Like any other. Until Rachbaboon told me.
Okay, I feel really slow.
HAHAHA.

Hi crush,
Your name's on my hand,
On my table,
On my exam paper.
I think I'm going crazy.
I've been waiting for your text to come in since last night,
when you seemed so cold.

OMG. I GOT TUITION LATER.
HEEEEEEE. GOSHZ STUJIZX ALREADYZX.
:) Hardworking meeee.

When the streetlights
Come on the pooling night
Is levied aside
And pressed in twilight
Against our two rooms
I'll see you tonight

Just another

Hi all,
I'm giving up on my crush.
Bye.

MATHYMATICKZ PAPERS.

Hi all,
The English paper today was awesome. :D
The Chinese paper was awe-hard.
& difficult. HAHA!
Alright 4 papers down, Idk how many more to go!

It's Math paper one tomorrow.
And then, a one day holiday just enough for me to mug POA & Social Studies & Chemistry.
Three in a dayzxz.
Okay, that's massive studying :)

I need to talk about Sunday.
It was gooooood.
Okay, though I don't exactly like indoor services, cause it gets me tiring & everything.
But I couldn't stop smiling yesterday :D
Reason being:

• I saw crushiezxzx <3
• Catch up with Gillian! That means talk, talk, & talk.
  
• SUBWAY FOR BREAKFAST.
• SANG HILLSONG SONGS! (like, finally)
  
• Seanny did an item song. (tears of the saints) But I thought he sounded weird.
• Bubble teaaaaaaaaaa! :D
• Long John Silvers! :D :D :D
• Got a super soft bed to lie/sleep on!
• HAD VERY GOOOOOOOD SPAGGGGIE.

Okay, I did almost everything was Sammie :)
Except for the first few. HEEHEEEEEEE.
I reached home @ 9.30pm.

I saw you when your class was released from the parade square.
I saw you when I was walking past your class.
I saw you at the stairs after the first paper.
But I couldn't say anything.
I'm sorry, I love you still.

I <3 my new crushiezxz. :)

Indoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooor

I've been camping @ sammie's house for the past few days.
And I mean, many of the past few days. HAHA.
Okay, tmr's chinese paper. & english paper.
Shit, go study alr.
Bye :)

& indoor was fun :)
I saw my <3(newest crush) & seangoh.
toodles sweetiez!

What happens if you fart while singing?

Hi all,
I had a great time @ Panty's housez :)
Okay, we were having a great time doing things like:

• studying while talking (nonstop)
• & more studying with SeanGoh singing in the background. (Isn't it the best atmosphere to study in, you're supposed to just say yes.)
  
• ate yummy spag.
• sang nice songs.
• Tried to imitate the your name high song @ the ohhhhh part, but mission failed.
  
• & imagined ....... farts while singing. HAHA! (private joke)

Okay, it's so fun right! Know you're like so jealous, you're going to *&#$@&*!#$ soon.
It's okay! Jesus <3s me moreeeeeeeeee. :)
Don't cry leh! At least he still <3s you.
HAHAHA. Enough of lame-ness.

<3 you sammiepanty! (nice name)
Very fun week with you! :D
gashezx neshzx. (your type of language!)

Bimbotoc asses (not me)

Today wasn't a very good day.
Had pizza for lunch.
Fattening, but yummy.
I'm having a really bad headache now.
My stomach's like turning inside out.

I thought about things that happened last night :(
Sorry best. <3 you.
Though we aren't bestfriends anymore.
I'm beginning to regret what I did.

Wrong, wrong, wrong.

Hi all,
I didn't go to school today as I had:
High fever,
Flu,
Cough,
Headache,
& I nearly fainted the night before.
Really. A more specific reason, I didn't wanna attend school.

I had the best & the worst night in my life for the last two nights.
I got my old bestfriend back on the first night & lost one on the second night.
The feeling sucks.

The best night of my life:
Rachel Ching & I had a lot whole lot of confessions :D
Private. (: Shhhhh!


The worst night of my life:
I still miss you as my bestfriend.
She's not the reason why you're not my bestfriend.
It's also not because of you.
It's just me, & I realised I've been doing the wrong things all the while.
I'm sorry, very.
Thanks for being there all the while,
for being so sweet,
I know you didn't know that!)
& for treating me as your bestfriend,
I'm sorry, terribly sorry.
thank you, iloveyou <3

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you,
You got me hypnotised, so mesmerised.

For you, just you.

HI ALL.
I JUST BLOGAZEE ABOUT LOLOBWELLE. :D
AND IN MY FAV COLOUR :)
<3 lolo!

Ain't going away :(

HI ALL,
My computer will switch off by itself within 25 minutes.
HAHA!

School was amazing. :) Not.
Honey's daddy fetched me to school :D
And I harassed bestfriend early in the morning!
I kinda intended to stalk him but I thought he was either in a bus or a train,
so I can't stalk him. ):

Baby Bigboobs was angry after recess.
Ha, for what? Won't say.

Mr Thong cannot pwonounze words pwopurli.
Mr Thong's langwenge:
Parallelogram= Pa-le-lell-lo-glam.
Rhombus= Lhombuz
Answers= Anzswerls
And a lot more.
We used all this to entertain ourselves in Math lesson.

Physics was fun :D
Eunice & I kept asking Mr Tan questions.
Mr Tan: You make me sound like I teach you all nothing like that.
Actually is we never listen! Heh!

Rachel Ching-a-ling didn't go to school today.
Heh, get well soon dearie!

Studied with Sammy Panty after school.
She picked me up from school & I picked her up from the buz ztop.
Studied, eat, talk, studied, eat, talk :)
Not very productive.
Left home half-way.

Nine more minutes before the computer auto switch!
I love my pencilcasezxzx.
I need a fucking new phone.
I'm addicted to the song Crush by David Archuleta.

Gently, He reassured me of my worth in His eyes, & reminded me that I did not need 'man's' approval, only His approval. His love helped me wash away the pride from my eyes, & allow Him to wash my soul with His mercy & grace. In His arms, I was reminded that I am His & that He loves & adores me despite my flaws & insecurities. It's ever so comforting to know that I never have to try to earn Jesus' approval, & that I can live with a peace of mind knowing that I am His, & a mind knowing that He accepts me, no matter what. Although Jesus may not always approve of my choices & actions, He always approves of me as a person whom He created, whom He loves, & whom he thought was important enough to die for.

Daddy, I pray for Your wisdom on how to deal with situations in which I feel hurt, rejected & worthless. Fill me with Your love so that I can love others, even when I don't feel loved in return. Please help me to remember that the only One who I need to seek approval from is You, & that it is You alone, that I can truly believe that I am worthy & unconditionally loved. Amen.

the long ago past,

Let's have a petition.
'CAN WE HAVE THE OLD DARE BACK?'
Requirements: Level 6, Pastor Dan AND HILLSONG SONGS, PLEASE, & EVERY SINGLE DARE YOUTH. And the old dgs.

I miss the old DARE, alot.
The serving time in Level 6,
Pastor Dan's preaching, & his <3 on us.
I miss the hillsong songs, not NCC songs all the time,
I'm damn sick of it.
Every DARE youth that backslided,
& the old dgs,
can every one of you come back please?
And then we'll all have the old but <3ble DARE.

A NORMAL DAY :D

Hi,
Today was a okay day :)
Slept during Chemistry.
(The insomnia cure lesson.)
Okay, I need to mug :D
Exams lai lerhzxz

Homework for the day:
7 Math test paper
& 2 Physics test paper
& POA worksheet
& English Summary.
Beaver & I are the supercouple!
& the anointing oil tastes sweet :)
Just like Your love.
I like Issac's blog song,
cheena piang.

HAPPY HONEY'S DAY <3er!
WO AI RACHEL SIMMMM! :D
Banana in pjs!

I suck at avoiding you :(((

I don't exactly like the way you treat me.
You said that she didn't know how to cherish friendships,
she didn't deserve to have a friend like me.
What about you?
Maybe you should reflect what you said regarding her to me,
& think if you deserve to have a friend like me.
& just in case you don't know what I'm talking about,
think about Saturday.
When A finally came back,
I immediately became an invisible person.
Have you thought about how I felt.
If you don't, I'll tell you.
I feel like a freaking spare friend to you.
& you kick me away when another comes.
When there's no one, I'm always there.
I can guarantee we hardly spoke on Saturday.
I'm not saying that A's the blame.
I'm not trying to say that I'm not happy when we spend time together.
I'm happy, & grateful when you were my listening ear.
All I'm trying to say is for you to balance out the way you handle friendship.
Even people who doesn't know us thinks we're bestfriends.
But when I really think about it,
maybe we're only close on the surface.
I want us to be very good friends,
you to be the one I tell every lil' thing to.
Why? Because I love & trust you.
I'm just hoping you could change the way you treat me
when another of your close friend comes along.
Because nobody likes to be treated like a spare friend.

I'm pretty annoyed now.

Hi,
I screwed up my English Oral today.
Damn.
And the examiner also like bo chap!
She keep looking around when I'm doing the Picture Discussion!
But even if I get low marks, it's not entirely her fault.
My content was terribleeeeeee.
I'm like so understanding
I kinda left the place screamingggggggg!

I'm very angry.
Not exactly, really.
Never mind.
Grace grace :)

I need to go on a diet.
And shut up Brandon/Ryan/David.

Okay, I'm off to study.
Hardworking me :)
And I'm also off to poopoo :D

I <3 exams

Hi all, I'm in love with exams.
Amen :)
I actually came online to download d&t notes.
Though I'm dropping that subject real sooooon! :D
woooooohooooooo.
Everytime my mum talk to me about my studies,
All I can ever think of is dropping d&t.
And she always scold me say, 'ni bu yao mei ci dou xiang yao drop dnt!'
Then I just, 'heeheee.'

The tv show very sad.
The woman's husband die, so poor thing.
And she's whining on tv now.
Anyway, it's just a tv show.

I'm in the process of downloading notes now.
Downloading Math first.
-downloadinggggggggg-
Reading through D&T notes now.
-readinggggggggggggggggg-
Math notes are printing now.
-printingggggggggggg-
And d&t notes are really colourful.
Out to waste my printer ink.
okay, I need to stop complaining.
Shut up weili.
Stop being mean and annoying like you always are.
okay, I just made myself sound stupid.

omg, english oral tmr.
scary, scared, worried, scared, scared, scared.
Can't think of any more words to describe oral.
Done with printing some d&t notes and math notes.
And I'm still printing more.
I think I'm lame.

I had English & Chinese Paper 1.
English was pretty good.
Chinese was just fine.
Had a lot of time to sleeeep.
Which isn't a very good thing.
okay, done with printing notes.
I spent the whole blog post blogging about my printing-notes process.

I think I'm done with blogging.
HAHA, okay, not funny.
zaijian. (:
wo xi huan di shu :D

Hi.

Hi, I've decided to come back to blogger :)

Because I'm tired of xanga. So hi blogger.

Not exactly in the mood to blog.

I wasted 5 hours of my life away in Panty's house.

We didn't study. (:

Let's pass with the grace of Jesus. Amen :D

Okay, I'm gonna continue to dream about damnhot, and seangoh.

zai jian. wo de hua wen hen hao. xiexie :)

wo ai panty.
ming tian you test.
wo hen pai.
howhowhow.
okay, wo qu pray.
Jesus! Jiu wo! HAHA.
Xiexie ni Jesus.
<3